Hi, fellow Children of God. Welcome to DavidoskiPreaches, a blog established as a platform for me to share my struggles and revelations in the Word. I'll be sharing scriptures and offering insights based on what the Holy Spirit reveals. This will also serve as my accountability check, so please don't let the occasional personal comments rattle you. I am not perfect, but I'm seeking perfection in Christ.

Hebrews 10:14 KJV:
"For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified"

I'll be sharing my struggles, and please use the comment section, because I want to know yours too, so that we can help each other, just as the early Christians did.

Acts 2:42-47 KJV

42 And they continued steadfastly in the apostles' doctrine and fellowship, and in breaking of bread, and in prayers.

43 And fear came upon every soul: and many wonders and signs were done by the apostles.

44 And all that believed were together, and had all things common;

45 And sold their possessions and goods, and parted them to all men, as every man had need.

46 And they, continuing daily with one accord in the temple, and breaking bread from house to house, did eat their meat with gladness and singleness of heart,

47 Praising God, and having favour with all the people. And the Lord added to the church daily such as should be saved.

I also want to learn more. This blog encourages me to read more of my bible and meditate more on scripture. I am nothing outside of Christ, and my mission is to live a life so that in the end, God's testimony of me will be...

Matthew 25:23 KJV:
"His lord said unto him, Well done, good and faithful servant; thou hast been faithful over a few things, I will make thee ruler over many things: enter thou into the joy of thy lord."

WHO AM I?

My real name is David Akachukwu Ndudkwu. A native of Imo State, Nigeria, residing in Anambra State. I just concluded my O-level exams, and God truly blessed me. With a high score of 364 out of 400 and 3A's in my WAEC, all I can say is thank you, lord, because as the bible says:

Romans 9:16:
"So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy."

I'm currently waiting and praying with faith for admission into the University to study Electronics and Computer Engineering at UNIZIK.

HOW DID I BECOME A CHRISTIAN

I was born into a Christian family with parents who feared God. We always have a morning prayer and devotion. However, as I have come to understand, Christianity is all about having a personal relationship with God, something I am trying daily to build.

Although I was in a God fearing family, I never had a personal prayer life, never read my bible, and was living in sin. I was addicted to pornography and lusted over almost every woman. I was a sexual predator. This isn't my only sin, but it was a major one and a constant battle till today.

The thing about lust is that it destroys your life from within. After every video, the craved satisfaction was never gotten. It is an endless loop of desire, then emptiness. Another thing about lust is that the more you feed it, the more it grows. It eats up your mind, conversations become meaningless if you aren't feeding it, relationships wither if they don't feed your lust.

There was the occasional 'I will never do it again', followed by five more videos the next week. The worst part was that I didn't have a phone! But I had a PC and my parents had a couple of handsets. So, I would sneak around to get their phones. This carried on for about three years and got worse before it got better. As I prepared for my exams, it became a daily or every other-day habit. It was horrible.

After my exams, in June, on a wonderful but dreadful night, I was doing the dishes while scrolling YouTube. I then stumbled on a video about a girl who had battled pornography and how she overcame it. She shared her story, and it was similar to mine. Born in a Christian family, introduced by peers, had an addiction, the occasional 'never do it again' talk followed by her falling again. However, one thing she had done that I hadn't was talk to her parents about it, and that helped her a lot.

As I watched, I became troubled in my heart; there had to be a reason why this video had come up in my feed at this time. So I stood up and walked to my parents' room. But before I pulled the handle, I froze. What was I doing? Imagine how shameful it would be if the son of a pastor of an FGBMFI fellowship had a porn addiction. This will not help me. I can ask for forgiveness, and no one else has to know; they might judge me and segregate me. I was torn. The enemy tried to stop me from taking that step, which was confessing.

After a couple of minutes of this mental war, the kingdom of heaven prevailed! I entered my parents' room and told my mum everything (my dad had gone on a business trip). We prayed together, and then she prayed for me. She gave me encouraging words, and I left. I went out and prayed a personal forgiveness prayer, and that was it! My race had officially begun.

One thing I have learnt in the past couple of months is that no one judges you as much as you do. I used to beat myself up almost daily about how sinful and horrible I was. Sometimes, I'd just be staring into oblivion and regretting every single time I sinned. That is why I love this verse in the book of Romans:

Romans 6:21 NIV:
"What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death!"

I look back daily and think about the benefits of my life, and realize daily that there were none!

A life outside Christ is bleak, and life in Christ is fascinating. The love of God is beyond our understanding, and I don't know about you, but I love being loved unconditionally =)

WHY DID I START A BLOG

On Thursday 14th of August 2025, I engaged in a personal prayer and fasting program. The main prayer point was 'Lord, please speak to me'. A lesson I learnt from this was that God can speak to people through His word, and if you aren't studying it constantly, then you are missing out big time.

In the midst of my prayer, Romans 10 vs 14-15 hit me. The thing about this verse was that when I first encountered it, I didn't think much of it, but I still highlighted it.

Romans 10:14-15 KJV:
"[14] How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?
[15] And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things!"

So whenever I went back, I read it but didn't understand.

Matthew 28:19 KJV:
"Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit."

The particular phrase that hit me was "Go therefore". As I read this, I believed God was telling me that it is time to start spreading His Word and preaching to the whole world.

If you are a disciple of Christ, "Go therefore" was the understanding I got. I then continued praying, and what came to me was blogging, so here I am :)

The Christian race is difficult, but rewarding. We need His strength and grace to run till the end.

By God's Grace 🙏